Broken dream

Coming from college, throwing your bag at one corner and your shoes at another.  Lying on the bed lifeless watching the fan rotate slowly. You ponder upon the life you're leading, thinking about your gloomy past, you take your phone out of your pocket, watch her snaps,plug-in your head phones listen to her favourite songs and miss those nights when she used to sing those songs for you.laying down in her lap your eyes closed thinking about your future with her.
How strong that love used to be.!! She was so much in you that there was no you in you and she was all over you and you were nowhere in you. Such was her magic that you lost yourself once you got her. But now, neither she is there in you nor you yourself. You are just one hollow soul.Your thoughts have faded, your aims are blurred. You just think about her all the time and the fact that she is doing good without you,, KILLS YOU.!!
"How can she be so okay without you, when you are just a mess.?" is all you ask yourself.
BUT SOMETIMES WE BREAK OUR OWN HEART, we think so much about what it could be, that we actually believe it, and when it doesn't happens we are disappointed and we bame them for our broken heart, when it's a broken dream..!!!

SHE NEVER SANG FOR YOU.
You just thought she did.
SHE WAS NEVER YOUR'S.
You just thought she was.!!